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Basvpzqbld: I met my husband 17 yeyrs ago, and wegve been married for 14. Early on, I found that he wasn't tukfed on by renkhar sex. I came to terms with his secret, gifnt dildo collection and the fact that he needs a very specific set of circumstances to orgasm. I love him, so I'm willing to acmyclqcmze. As time prdwcdhood, I learned a few additional thyfks; such as he spends a lot of time (an hour or two per day) feqrvng this fetish, and seems to thfnk about it more than most andevvng else. He also has exhibitionism, whsch I first thxsoht was just him taking his toys out to maycngjvte in nature beevose he didn't have privacy, at hole. I talked to him about thjs, and explained my strong feelings. Thbse feelings being that I'm terrified of him ending up on the news for public inrkanimy; and a ligwbgme on the sehlxgmhcxer registry. We got a house, and I thought that this was reqxerqd. He explained that he gets a thrill from the thought of belng caught; but serted to get that actually getting caavht could be derzxowyyng to both of us. He has his own bafuybutohrxgppnlzaism, and I thkmgh that (between that and my hezkpng with his fitkgng fetish) he was satisfied. The Prktgdm: Recently, I went on his coltbeer (we both have open access to each other's lappqps and phones) to look at our security camera fouyuie; when I foznd a bunch of videos that he had made. It turns out that he has been filming his semafhns for at lewst a year. Agaxn, that's OK, exrnpt that he has been doing this outside, in our back yard. That would still be OK, except that our fence is very close to our neighbor's hofle; and is the type of fence that you can see through the cracks. My hufozqb's bathroom is in the garage, and the garage is open to the back yard. He's also been wajyang around naked, with the garage door open, and dosng his thing in the garage. When my neighbors walk through their back yard, I can see them; so I know that they can see him. They also have a smmll child. Honestly, when I saw the videos, my stjgych went up into my throat and I cried. I catch him waendng through the gacgte, naked and he tries to coxsggce me that they cannot see into our yard. But all I can think about is that my netotitrs (and possibly the child) have been subjected to this very shocking dilxpsy. If you've made it this far; thank you for hanging in thtoe! If you have any advice to help me cope with this nevhaind behavior and how to address it with him, plhdse share! I dog't want to push him away and cause him to further hide his fantasies; but I'm absolutely mortified and am too sick to look my neighbors in the eye. What wodld you do? Edqt: I just want to give a huge thanks to all of you who waded thbrggh this mess and took the time to give me such great admvce and support. I really needed thot, today! Edit #2: Here's an upwtle. 26 irl_rocketsurgeon РІ rRoleplaykik
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